Margaret Pedler - The Splendid Folly
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Diana drew her hand suddenly away from his, and the hasty movement
knocked over the little silver salt-cellar on the table, scattering the
salt on the cloth between them.
"Oh!" she cried, flushing with distress. "I've spilled the salt
between us--we shall quarrel."
The electricity in the atmosphere was gone, and Errington laughed gaily.
"I'm not afraid. See,"--he filled their glasses with wine--"let's
drink to our compact of friendship."
He raised his glass, clinking it gently against hers, and they drank.
But as Diana replaced her glass on the table, she looked once more in a
troubled way at the little heap of salt that lay on the white cloth.
"I wish I hadn't spilled it," she said uncertainly. "It's an ill omen.
Some day we shall quarrel."
Her eyes were grave and brooding, as though some prescience of evil
weighed upon her.
Errington lifted his glass, smiling.
"Far be the day," he said lightly.
But her eyes, meeting his, were still clouded with foreboding.
[1] This song, "The Haven of Memory," has been set to music by Isador
Epstein: published by G. Ricordi & Co., 265 Regent Street, W.
CHAPTER XIII
THE FRIEND WHO STOOD BY
As the day fixed for her recital approached, Diana became a prey to
intermittent attacks of nerves.
"Supposing I should fail?" she would sometimes exclaim, in a sudden
spasm of despair.
Then Baroni would reply quite contentedly:--
"My dear Mees Quentin, you will not fail. God has given you the
instrument, and I, Baroni, I haf taught you how to use it. _Gran Dio_!
Fail!" This last accompanied by a snort of contempt.
Or it might be Olga Lermontof to whom Diana would confide her fears.
She, equally with the old _maestro_, derided the possibility of
failure, and there was something about her cool assurance of success
that always sufficed to steady Diana's nerves, at least for the time
being.
"As I have you to accompany me," Diana told her one day, when she was
ridiculing the idea of failure, "I may perhaps get through all right.
I simply _lean_ on you when I'm singing. I feel like a boat floating
on deep water--almost as though I couldn't sink."
"Well, you can't." Miss Lermontof spoke with conviction. "I shan't
break down--I could play everything you sing blindfold!--and your voice
is . . . Oh, well"--hastily--"I can't talk about your voice. But I
believe I could forgive you anything in the world when you sing."
Diana stared at her in surprise. She had no idea that Olga was
particularly affected by her singing.
"It's rather absurd, isn't it?" continued the Russian, a mocking light
in her eyes that somehow reminded Diana of Max Errington. "But there
it is. A little triangular box in your throat and a breath of air from
your lungs--and immediately you hold one's heart in your hands!"
Alan Stair and Joan came up to London the day before that on which the
recital was to take place, since Diana had insisted that they must fix
their visit so that the major part of it should follow, instead of
preceding the concert.
"For"--as she told them--"if I fail, it will be nice to have you two
dear people to console me, and if I succeed, I shall be just in the
right mood to take a holiday and play about with you both. Whereas
until my fate is sealed, one way or the other, I shall be like a bear
with a sore head."
But when the day actually arrived her nervousness completely vanished,
and she drove down to the hall composedly as though she were about to
appear at her fiftieth concert rather than at her first. Olga
Lermontof regarded her with some anxiety. She would have preferred her
to show a little natural nervous excitement beforehand; there would be
less danger of a sudden attack of stage-fright at the last moment.
Baroni was in the artistes' room when they arrived, outwardly cool, but
inwardly seething with mingled pride and excitement and vicarious
apprehension. He hurried forward to greet them, shaking Diana by both
hands and then leading her up to the great French pianist, Madame
Berthe Louvigny.
The latter was a tall, grave-looking woman, with a pair of the most
lustrous brown eyes Diana had ever seen. They seemed to glow with a
kind of inward fire under the wide brow revealed beneath the sweep of
her dark hair.
"So thees ees your wonder-pupil, Signor," she said, her smile radiating
kindness and good-humour. "Mademoiselle, I weesh you all the success
that I know Signor Baroni hopes for you."
She talked very rapidly, with a strong foreign accent, and her gesture
was so expressive that one felt it was almost superfluous to add speech
to the quick, controlled movement. Hands, face, shoulders--she seemed
to speak with her whole body, yet without conveying any impression of
restlessness. There was not a single meaningless movement; each added
point to the rapid flow of speech, throwing it into vivid relief like
the shading of a picture.
While she was still chatting to Diana, a slender man with bright hair
tossed back over a finely shaped head came into the artistes' room,
carrying in his hand a violin-case which he deposited on the table with
as much care as though it were a baby. He shook hands with Olga
Lermontof, and then Baroni swept him into his net.
"Kirolski, let me present you to Miss Quentin. She will one day stand
amongst singers where you stand amongst the world's violinists."
Kirolski bowed, and glanced smilingly from Baroni to Diana.
"I've no doubt Miss Quentin will do more than that," he said. "A
friend of mine heard her sing at Miss de Gervais' reception not long
ago, and he has talked of nothing else ever since. I am very pleased
to meet you, Miss Quentin." And he bowed again.
Diana was touched by the simple, unaffected kindness of the two great
artistes who were to assist at her recital. It surprised her a little;
she had anticipated the disparaging, almost inimical attitude towards a
new star so frequently credited to professional musicians, and had
steeled herself to meet it with indifference. She forgot that when you
are at the top of the tree there is little cause for envy or
heart-burning, and graciousness becomes an easy habit. It is in the
struggle to reach the top that the ugly passions leap into life.
Presently there came sounds of clapping from the body of the hall; some
of the audience were growing impatient, and the news that there was a
packed house filtered into the artistes' room. Almost as in a dream
Diana watched Kirolski lift his violin from its cushiony bed and run
his fingers lightly over the strings in a swift arpeggio. Then he
tightened his bow and rubbed the resin along its length of hair, while
Olga Lermontof looked through a little pile of music for the duet for
violin and piano with which the recital was to commence.
The outbreaks of clapping from in front grew more persistent,
culminating in a veritable roar of welcome as Kirolski led the pianist
on to the platform. Then came a breathless, expectant silence, broken
at last by the stately melody of the first movement.
To Diana it seemed as though the duet were very quickly over, and
although the applause and recalls were persistent, no encore was given.
Then she saw Olga Lermontof mounting the platform steps preparatory to
accompanying Kirolski's solo, and with a sudden violent reaction from
her calm composure she realised that the following item on the
programme must be the first group of her own songs.
For an instant the room swayed round her, then with a little gasp she
clutched Baroni's arm.
"I can't do it! . . . I can't do it!" Her voice was shaking, and
every drop of colour had drained away from her face.
Baroni turned instantly, his eyes full of concern.
"My dear, but that is nonsense. You _cannot help_ doing it--you know
those songs inside out and upside down. You need haf no fear. Do not
think about it at all. Trust your voice--it will sing what it knows."
But Diana still clung helplessly to his arm, shivering from head to
foot, and Madame de Louvigny hurried across the room and joined her
assurances to those of the old _maestro_. She also added a
liqueur-glass of brandy to her soothing, encouraging little speeches,
but Diana refused the former with a gesture of repugnance, and seemed
scarcely to hear the latter. She was dazed by sheer nervous terror,
and stood there with her hands tightly clasped together, her body rigid
and taut with misery.
Baroni was nearly demented. If she should fail to regain her nerve the
whole concert would he a disastrous fiasco. Possible headlines from
the morrow's newspapers danced before his eyes: "NERVOUS COLLAPSE OF
MISS DIANA QUENTIN," "SIGNOR BARONI'S NEW PRIMA DONNA FAILS TO
MATERIALISE."
"_Diavolo_!" he exclaimed distractedly. "But what shall we do? What
shall we do?"
"What is the matter?"
At the sound of the cool, level tones the little agitated group of
three in the artistes' room broke asunder, and Baroni hurried towards
the newcomer.
"Mr. Errington, we are in despair--" And with a gesture towards
Diana he briefly explained the predicament.
Max nodded, his keen eyes considering the shrinking figure leaning
against the wall.
"Don't worry, Baroni," he said quietly. "I'll pull her round." Then,
as a burst of applause crashed out from the hall, he whispered hastily:
"Get Kirolski to give an encore. It will allow her a little more time."
Baroni nodded, and a minute or two later the audience was cheering the
violinist's reappearance, whilst Errington strode across the room to
Diana's side.
"How d'you do?" he said, holding out his hand exactly as though nothing
in the world were the matter. "I thought you'd allow me to come round
and wish you luck, so here I am."
He spoke in such perfectly normal, everyday tones that unconsciously
Diana's rigid muscles relaxed, and she extended her hand in response.
"I'm feeling sick with fright," she replied, giving him a wavering
smile.
Max laughed easily.
"Of course. Otherwise you wouldn't be the artiste that you are. But
it will all go the moment you're on the platform."
She looked up at him with a faint hope in her eyes.
"Do you really think so?" she whispered.
"I'm sure. It always does," he lied cheerfully. "I'll tell you who is
far more nervous than you are, and that's the Rector. Miss Stair and
Jerry were almost forcibly holding him down in his seat when I left
them. He's disposed to bolt out of the hall and await results at the
hotel."
Diana laughed outright.
"How like him! Poor Pobs!"
"You'd better give him a special smile when you get on the platform to
reassure him," continued Max, his blue eyes smiling down at her.
The violin solo had drawn to a close--Kirolski had already returned a
third time to bow his acknowledgments--and Errington was relieved to
see that the look of strain had gone out of her face, although she
still appeared rather pale and shaken.
One or two friends of the violinist's were coming in at the door of the
artistes' room as Olga Lermontof preceded him down the platform steps.
There was a little confusion, the sound of a fall, and simultaneously
some one inadvertently pushed the door to. The next minute the
accompanist was the centre of a small crowd of anxious, questioning
people. She had tripped and stumbled to her knees on the threshold of
the room, and, as she instinctively stretched out her hand to save
herself, the door had swung hack trapping two of her fingers in the
hinge.
A hubbub of dismay arose. Olga was white with pain, and her hand was
so badly squeezed and bruised that it was quite obvious she would be
unable to play any more that day.
"I'm so sorry, Miss Quentin," she murmured faintly.
In her distress about the accident, Diana had for the moment overlooked
the fact that it would affect her personally, but now, as Olga's words
reminded her that the accompanist on whom she placed such utter
reliance would be forced to cede her place to a substitute, her former
nervousness returned with redoubled force. It began to look as though
she would really be unable to appear, and Baroni wrung his hands in
despair.
It was a moment for speedy action. The audience were breaking into
impatient clapping, and from the back of the hall came an undertone of
stamping, and the sound of umbrellas banging on the floor. Errington
turned swiftly to Diana.
"Will you trust me with the accompaniments?" he said, his blue eyes
fixed on hers.
"You?" she faltered.
"Yes. I swear I won't fail you." His voice dropped to a lower note,
but his dominating eyes still held her. "See, you offered me your
friendship. Trust me now. Let me 'stand by,' as a friend should."
There was an instant's pause, then suddenly Diana bent her head in
acquiescence.
"Thank heaven! thank heaven!" exclaimed Baroni, wringing Max's hand.
"You haf saved the situation, Mr. Errington."
A minute later Diana found herself mounting the platform steps, her
hand in Max's. His close, firm clasp steadied and reassured her.
Again she was aware of that curious sense of well-being, as of leaning
on some sure, unfailing strength, which the touch of his hand had
before inspired.
As he led her on to the platform she met his eyes, full of a kind
good-comradeship and confidence.
"All right?" he whispered cheerfully.
A little comforting warmth crept about her heart. She was not alone,
facing all those hundreds of curious, critical eyes in the hall below;
there was a friend "standing by."
She nodded to him reassuringly, suddenly conscious of complete
self-mastery. She no longer feared those ranks of upturned faces, row
upon row, receding into shadow at the further end of the hall, and she
bowed composedly in response to the applause that greeted her. Then
she heard Max strike the opening chord of the song, and a minute later
the big concert-hall was thrilling to the matchless beauty of her
voice, as it floated out on to the waiting stillness.
The five songs of the group followed each other in quick succession,
the clapping that broke out between each of them only checking so that
the next one might be heard, but when the final number had been given,
and the last note had drifted tenderly away into silence, the vast
audience rose to its feet almost as one man, shouting and clapping and
waving in a tumultuous outburst of enthusiasm.
Diana stood quite still, almost frightened by the uproar, until Max
touched her arm and escorted her off the platform.
In the artistes' room every one crowded round her pouring out
congratulations. Baroni seized both her hands and kissed them; then he
kissed her cheek, the tears in his eyes. And all the time came the
thunder of applause from the auditorium, beating up in steady, rhythmic
waves of sound.
"Go!--Go back, my child, and bow." Baroni impelled her gently towards
the door. "_Gran Dio_! What a success! . . . What a voice of heaven!"
Rather nervously, Diana mounted the platform once more, stepping
forward a little shyly; her cheeks were flushed, and her wonderful eyes
shone like grey stars. A fillet of pale green leaves bound her
smoke-black hair, and the slender, girlish figure in its sea-green
gown, touched here and there with gold embroidery, reminded one of
spring, and the young green and gold of daffodils.
Instantly the applause redoubled. People were surging forward towards
the platform, pressing round an unfortunate usher who was endeavouring
to hand up a sheaf of roses to the singer. Diana bowed, and bowed
again. Then she stooped and accepted the roses, and a fresh burst of
clapping ensued. A wreath of laurel, and a huge bunch of white
heather, for luck, followed the sheaf of roses, and finally, her arms
full of flowers, smiling, bowing still, she escaped from the platform.
Back again in the artistes' room, she found that a number of her
friends in front had come round to offer their congratulations. Alan
Stair and Joan, Jerry, and Adrienne de Gervais were amongst them, and
Diana at once became the centre of a little excited throng, all
laughing and talking and shaking her by the hand. Every one seemed to
be speaking at once, and behind it all still rose and fell the
cannonade of shouts and clapping from the hall.
Four times Diana returned to the platform to acknowledge the tremendous
ovation which her singing had called forth, and at length, since Baroni
forbade an encore until after her second group of songs, Madame de
Louvigny went on to give her solo.
"They weel not want to hear me--after you, Mees Quentin," she said
laughingly.
But the British public is always very faithful to its favourites, and
the audience, realising at last that the new singer was not going to
bestow an encore, promptly exerted itself to welcome the French pianist
in a befitting manner.
When Diana reappeared for her second group of song's the excitement was
intense. Whilst she was singing a pin could have been heard to fall;
it almost seemed as though the huge concourse of people held its breath
so that not a single note of the wonderful voice should be missed, and
when she ceased there fell a silence--that brief silence, like a sigh
of ecstasy, which, is the greatest tribute that any artiste can receive.
Then, with a crash like thunder, the applause broke out once more, and
presently, reappearing with the sheaf of roses in her hand, Diana sang
"The Haven of Memory" as an encore.
Let me remember,
When I am very lonely,
How once your love
But crowned and blessed roe only,
Long and long ago.
The plaintive rhythm died away and the clapping which succeeded it was
quieter, less boisterous, than hitherto. Some people were crying
openly, and many surreptitiously wiped away a tear or so in the
intervals of applauding. The audience was shaken by the tender,
sorrowful emotion of the song, its big, sentimental British heart
throbbing to the haunting quality of the most beautiful voice in Europe.
Diana herself had tears in her eyes. She was experiencing for the
first time the passionate exultation born of the knowledge that she
could sway the hearts of a multitude by the sheer beauty of her
singing--an abiding recompense bestowed for all the sacrifices which
art demands from those who learn her secrets.
Her fingers, gripping with unconscious intensity the flowers she held,
detached a white rose from the sheaf, and it had barely time to reach
the floor before a young man from the audience, eager-eyed, his face
pale with excitement, sprang forward and snatched it up from beneath
her feet.
In an instant there was an uproar. Men and women lost their heads and
clambered up on to the platform, pressing round the singer, besieging
her for a spray of leaves or a flower from the sheaf she carried. Some
even tried to secure a bit of the gold embroidery from off her gown by
way of memento.
"Oh, please . . . please . . ."
A crowd that is overwrought, either by anger or enthusiasm, is a
difficult thing to handle, and Diana retreated desperately, frightened
by the storm she had evoked. One man was kneeling beside her,
rapturously kissing the hem of her gown, and the eager, excited faces,
the outstretched hands, the vision of the surging throng below, and the
tumult and clamour that filled the concert-hall terrified her.
Suddenly a strong arm intervened between her and the group of
enthusiasts who were flocking round her, and she found that she was
being quietly drawn aside into safety. Max Errington's tall form had
interposed itself between her and her too eager worshippers. With a
little gasp of relief she let him lead her down the steps of the
platform and back into the comparative calm of the artistes' room,
while two of the ushers hurried forward and dispersed the
memento-seekers, shepherding them back into the hall below, so that the
concert might continue.
The latter part of the programme was heard with attention, but not even
the final _duo_ for violin and piano, exquisite though it was,
succeeded in rousing the audience to a normal pitch of fervour again.
Emotion and enthusiasm were alike exhausted, and now that Diana's share
in the recital was over, the big assemblage of people listened to the
remaining numbers much as a child, tired with play, may listen to a
lullaby--placidly appreciative, but without overwhelming excitement.
"Well, what did I tell you?" demanded Jerry, triumphantly, of the
little party of friends who gathered together for tea in Diana's
sitting-room, when at length the great event of the afternoon was over.
"What did I tell you? . . . I said Diana would just romp past the
post--all the others nowhere. And behold! It came to pass."
"It's a good thing Madame Louvigny and Kirolski can't hear you,"
observed Joan sagely. "They've probably got quite nice natures, but
you'd strain the forbearance of an early Christian martyr, Jerry.
Besides, you needn't be so fulsome to Diana; it isn't good for her."
Jerry retorted with spirit, and the two drifted into a pleasant little
wrangle--the kind of sparring match by which youths and maidens
frequently endeavour to convince themselves, and the world at large, of
the purely Platonic nature of their sentiments.
Bunty, who had rejoiced in her promised seat in the front row at the
concert, was hurrying to and fro, a maid-servant in attendance,
bringing in tea, while Mrs. Lawrence, who had also been the recipient
of a complimentary ticket, looked in for a few minutes to felicitate
the heroine of the day.
She mentally patted herself on the back for the discernment she had
evinced in making certain relaxations of her stringent rules in favour
of this particular boarder. It was quite evident that before long Miss
Quentin would be distinctly a "personage," shedding a delectable
effulgence upon her immediate surroundings, and Mrs. Lawrence was
firmly decided that, if any effort of hers could compass it, those
surroundings should continue to be No. 34 Brutton Square.
Diana herself looked tired but irrepressibly happy. Now that it was
all over, and success assured, she realised how intensely she had
dreaded the ordeal of this first recital.
Olga Lermontof, her injured hand resting in a sling, chaffed her with
some amusement.
"I suppose, at last, you're beginning to understand that your voice is
really something out of the ordinary," she said. "Its effect on the
audience this afternoon is a better criterion than all the notices in
to-morrow's newspapers put together."
Diana laughed.
"Well, I hope it won't make a habit of producing that effect!" she
said, pulling a little face of disgust at the recollection. "I don't
know what would have happened if Mr. Errington hadn't come to my
rescue."
Max smiled across at her.
"You'd have been torn to bits and the pieces distributed amongst the
audience--like souvenir programmes--I imagine," he replied. Then,
turning towards the accompanist, he continued: "How does your hand feel
now, Miss Lermontof?"
There was a curious change in his voice as he addressed the Russian,
and Diana, glancing quickly towards her, surprised a strangely wistful
look in her eyes as they rested upon Errington's face.
"Oh, it is much better. I shall be able to play again in a few days.
But it was fortunate you were at the concert to-day, and able to take
my place."
"So you approve of me--for once?" he queried, with a rather twisted
little smile.
Olga remained silent for a moment, her eyes searching his face. Then
she said very deliberately:--
"I am glad you were able to play for Miss Quentin."
"But you won't commit yourself so far as to say that I have your
approval--even once?"
Miss Lermontof leaned forward impetuously.
"How can I?" she said, in hurried tones, "It's all wrong--oh! you know
that it's all wrong."
Errington shrugged his shoulders.
"I'm afraid we can never see eye to eye," he answered. "Let us, then,
be philosophical over the matter and agree to differ."
Olga's green eyes flamed with sudden anger, but she abstained from
making any reply, turning away from him abruptly.
Diana, whose attention had been claimed by the Rector, had not caught
the quickly spoken sentences which had passed between the two, but she
was puzzled over the oddly yearning look she had surprised in Olga's
eyes. There had been a tenderness, a species of wistful longing in her
gaze, as she had turned towards Max Errington, which tallied ill with
the bitter incisiveness of the remarks she let fall at times concerning
him.
"Well, my dear"--the Rector's voice recalled Diana's wandering
thoughts--"Joan and I must be getting back to our hotel, if we are to
be dressed in time for the dinner Miss de Gervais is giving in your
honour to-night."
Diana glanced at the clock and nodded.
"Indeed you must, Pobs darling. And I will send away these other good
people too. As we're all going to meet again at dinner we can bear to
be separated for an hour or so--even Jerry and Joan, I suppose?" she
added whimsically, in a lower tone.
"It's invidious to mention names," murmured Stair, "or I might--"
Diana laid her hand lightly across his mouth.
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