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And now, with Janet Tosswill's voice still sounding in his ears, Godfrey
Radmore was not altogether sorry to feel a touch of loneliness, for at
times his good fortune frightened him.

Not only had he escaped through the awful ordeal of war with only one bad
wound, while many of his friends and comrades--the best and bravest, the
most happily young, had fallen round him--but he had come back to find
himself transformed from a penniless adventurer into a very rich man. An
old Brisbane millionaire, into whose office he had drifted in the January
of 1914, and with whom he had, after a fashion, made friends, had re-made
his will in the memorable autumn of that year, and had left Radmore half
his vast fortune. Doubtless many such wills were made under the stress of
war emotion, but--and it was here that Radmore's strange luck had come
in--the maker of this particular will had died within a month of making
it. And, as so often happens to a man who had begun by losing what little
he had owing to folly and extravagance, Godfrey Radmore, though
exceptionally generous and kindly, now lived well within his means, and
had, if anything, increased his already big share of this world's goods.

Now that he was home for good, he intended to buy a nice old-fashioned
house with a little shooting, and perchance a little fishing. The place,
though not at Land's End, must yet not be so near London that a fellow
would be tempted to be always going to town. It seemed to him amazing
that he now had it within his power to achieve what had always been his
ideal. But when he had acquired exactly the kind of place he wanted to
find, what those whom he had set seeking for him had assured him with
such flattering and eager earnestness he would very soon discover--what
then? Did he mean to live there alone? He thought yes, for he did not now
feel drawn to marriage.

As a boy--it now seemed aeons of years ago--it had been far otherwise. But
Betty Tosswill had been very young, only nineteen, and when he had fallen
on evil days she had thrown him over in obedience to her father's
strongly expressed wish. He had suffered what at the time seemed a
frightful agony, and he had left England full of revolt and bitterness.

But to-day, when the knowledge that he was so soon going to Beechfield
brought with it a great surge of remembrance, he could not honestly tell
himself that he was sorry. Had he gone out to Australia burdened with a
girl-wife, the difficult struggle would have been well-nigh intolerable,
and it was a million to one chance that he would ever have met the man to
whom he owed his present good fortune. What he now longed to do was to
enjoy himself in a simple, straightforward way. Love, with its tremors,
uncertainties, its blisses and torments, was not for him, and in so far
as he might want a pleasant touch of half sentimental, half sexless
comradeship, there was his agreeable friendship with Mrs. Crofton.

Enid Crofton? The thought of how well he had come to know her in the
last three weeks surprised him. When he had first met her in Egypt she
had been the young, very pretty wife of Colonel Crofton, an elderly
"dug-out," odd and saturnine, whose manner to his wife was not always
over-kindly. No one out there had been much surprised when she had
decided to brave the submarine peril and return to England.

Radmore had not been the only man who had felt sorry for her, and who had
made friends with her. But unlike the other men, who were all more or
less in love with her, he had liked Colonel Crofton. During his visit to
Fildy Fe Manor, the liking had hardened into serious regard. He had been
surprised, rather distressed, to find how much less well-off they had
appeared here, at home, than when the Colonel had been on so-called
active service. It had also become plain to him--though he was not a man
to look out for such things--that the husband and wife were now on very
indifferent terms, the one with the other, and, on the whole, he blamed
the wife--and then, just before he had started for home again, had come
the surprising news of Colonel Crofton's death!

In her letter to one who was, after all, only an acquaintance, the
young widow had gone into no details. But, just by chance, Radmore had
seen a paragraph in a week-old London paper containing an account of the
inquest. Colonel Crofton had committed suicide, a result, it was stated,
of depression owing to shell-shock. "Shell-shock" gave Radmore pause. He
felt quite sure that Colonel Crofton had never--to use a now familiar
paraphrase--heard a shot fired in anger. The fact that his war service
had been far from the Front had always been a subject of bitter complaint
on the old soldier's part.

Radmore had written a sympathetic note to Mrs. Crofton, telling her the
date of his return, and now--almost without his knowing how and why--they
had become intimate, meeting almost daily, lunching or dining together
incessantly, Radmore naturally gratified at the admiration his lovely
companion--she had grown even prettier since he had last seen
her--obviously excited.

And yet, though he had become such "pals" with her, and though he missed
her society at his now lonely meals to an almost ridiculous extent,
Radmore would have been much taken aback had an angel from heaven told
him that the real reason he had sought to get in touch with Old Place was
because Enid Crofton had already settled down at Beechfield.

CHAPTER III

After Timmy Tosswill had been to the village shop and done his mother's
errand, he wandered on, his dog, Flick, at his heels, debating within
himself what he should do next.

Like most children who lead an abnormal, because a lonely, childhood, he
was in some ways very mature, in other ways still very babyish. He was at
once secretive and--whenever anything touched his heart--emotionally
expansive. To the indifferent observer Timmy appeared to be an
exceptionally intelligent, naughty, rather spoilt little boy, too apt
to take every advantage of a certain physical delicacy. This was also
the view taken of him by his half-brothers, and by two out of his three
step-sisters. But the three who really loved him, his mother, his nurse,
and his eldest half-sister, Betty, were convinced that the child was
either possessed of a curious, uncanny gift of--was it second sight?--as
his old nurse entirely and his mother half, believed, or, as Dr.
O'Farrell asserted, some abnormal development of his subconscious self.
All three were ruefully aware that Timmy was often--well, his mother
called it "sly," his sister called it "fanciful," his nurse by the good
old nursery term, "deceitful."

It was this unlovable attribute of his which made it so difficult to know
whether Timmy believed in the positive assertions occasionally made by
him concerning his intimate acquaintance with the world of the unseen.
That he could sometimes visualise what was coming to pass, especially
if it was of an unpleasant, disturbing nature, was, so his mother
considered, an undeniable fact. But sometimes the gift lay in abeyance
for weeks, even for months. That had been the case, as Mrs. Tosswill had
told Dr. O'Farrell, for a long time now--to be precise, since March,
when, to the dismay of those about him he had predicted an accident in
the hunting field which actually took place.

Timmy walked on up the steep bit of road which led to the upper part
of the beautiful old village which was, like many an English village,
shaped somewhat like a horseshoe--and then suddenly he stopped and gazed
intently into a walled stable-yard of which the big gates were wide open.

Beechfield was Timmy Tosswill's world in little. He was passionately
interested in all that concerned its inhabitants, and was a familiar and
constant, though not always a welcome visitor to every cottage. Most of
the older village men and women had a certain grudging affection for the
odd little boy. They were all well aware of, and believed in, the gift
which made him, as the nurse had once explained to a crony of hers, "see
things which are not there," though not one of them would have cared to
mention it to him.

Timmy had a special reason for wishing to know what was going on in this
stable-yard, so, after a moment's thought, he walked deliberately through
the gates as if he had some business there, and then he saw that two men,
one of whom was a stranger to him, were tidying up the place in a very
leisurely, thoroughgoing manner.

The back door of The Trellis House, as the quaint-looking, long, low
building to the right was incongruously named, opened into the
stable-yard and by the door was a bench. Timmy walked boldly across the
yard and established himself on the bench and his dog, Flick, jumped up
and sat sedately by him. The little boy then took a small black book out
of his pocket. The book was called "The Crofton Boys" and Timmy had
chosen it because the name of the new tenant of The Trellis House was
Mrs. Crofton, a friend, as he was aware, of his godfather, Godfrey
Radmore. He wondered if she had any boys.

The two men, busy with big new brooms, came up close to where Timmy was
sitting. When the child, obviously "one of the gentry," had walked into
the stable-yard, they had abruptly stopped talking; but now, seeing that
he was reading intently, and apparently quite uninterested in what they
were doing, they again began speaking to one another, or rather one of
them, a hard-bitten, shrewd-looking man, much the older of the two, began
talking in what was, though Timmy was not aware of it, a Cockney dialect.

"You won't find 'er a bad 'un to work for, m'lad. I speak of folks as I
find them. I'm not one to take any notice of queer tales!"

"Queer tales. What be the queer tales, Mister Piper?"

Timmy knew this last speaker. He was the baker's rather sharp younger
son, and Mrs. Crofton had just engaged him as handy man.

The older man lowered his voice a little, but Timmy, who, while his eyes
seemed glued to the pages of the book he held open, was yet listening
with all his ears, heard what followed quite clearly.

"It ain't for me to spread ill tales after what I've told you, eh? But
the Colonel's death was a reg'lar tragedy, 'twas, and some there were who
said that 'is widder wasn't exactly sorry. 'E were a melancholy cove for
any young woman to 'ave to live with. But there, as my old mother used to
say, 'any old barn-door can keep out the draught!'"

The younger man looked up:--"What sort o' tragedy?" he asked.

"The Colonel pizened 'isself, and the question was--did 'e do it o'
purpose? Some said yes, and some said no. I was in it by a manner of
speaking."

"You was in it?"

The boy left off working, and gazed at the other eagerly:--"D'you mean
you saw him do it?"

"I was the first to see 'im in his agony--I calls that being in it. And
I was called upon to give evidence at the inquest held on the corpse."

The man looked round him furtively as he spoke. The little boy sitting by
the back door of the house caused him no concern, but he did not want
what he said to be overheard by the two new maid-servants who had arrived
at The Trellis House that morning.

"There's always a lot of talk when folks die sudden," he went on, in a
sententious tone. "It was as plain as the nose on your face that the
Colonel, poor chap, 'ad 'ad what they called shell-shock. I'd heard 'im
a-talking aloud to 'isself many a time. 'E was a-weary of life 'e was. So
'tis plain 'e just thought 'e'd put an end to it, like many a better man
afore 'im."

And then the youth said something that rather surprised himself, but his
mind had been working while the other had been talking.

"Did anyone say different?" was his question and the other answered in
a curious tone: "Now you're askin'! Yes, there was some folk as did say
different. They argued that the Colonel never took the pizen knowingly.
'E was very keen over terriers--we bred 'em. The best of 'em, a grand
sire, was the very spit of that little dawg sitting up on that there
bench. Colonel bred 'em for profit, not pleasure. Mrs. Crofton, she
'ated 'em, and she lost no time either in getting rid of 'em after
'e was gone. They got on 'er nerves, same as 'e'd done. She give the
best--prize-winner 'e was--to the Crowner as tried the corpse. 'E'd known
'em both--was a bit sweet on 'er 'isself."

The youth laughed discordantly. "Ho! Ho! She's that sort, is she?"

But the other spoke up at once with a touch of sharpness in his voice.

"She's a good sort to them as be'aves themselves, my lad. She give me a
good present. Got me a good, new soft place, too, that's where I'm going
to-morrer. I'm 'ere to oblige 'er, that's what I am--just to put you,
young man, in the way of things. Look sharp, please 'er, mind your
manners, and you may end better off than you know!"

The lad looked at the speaker with a gleam of rather hungry curiosity in
his lack-lustre eyes.

"Mark my words! Your missus won't be a widder long. Ever 'eard of a Major
Radmore?"

The speaker did not notice that the little boy sitting on the bench
stiffened unconsciously.

"Major Radmore?" repeated the listener. "Folk in Beechfield did know a
chap called Radmore. Lives in Australia, he does. He sent home some money
for a village club 'e did, but nothing 'as been done about it yet. Some
do say old Tosswill's sticking to the cash--a gent as what they calls
trustee of it all. But then who'd trust anyone with a load o' money? The
chap I'm thinking of used to live at Tosswill's a matter of ten years
ago."

"Then 'tis the same one!" exclaimed the other eagerly, "and, if so,
you'll not lack good things. Likely as not the Major's your future
master. 'E's got plenty, and a generous soul too. Gave me a present last
year when he was a stopping at Fildy Fe Manor. The Major, 'e bought one
of our dawgs, and I sent it off for 'im to Old Place, Beechfield, damn
me if I don't remember it now--name of Tosswill too." He stopped short,
and then, as if he had thought better of what he was going to say, he
observed musingly: "Some says Jack Piper's a blabber--but they don't know
me! But one thing I'll tell you. The're two after the Missus, for all the
Colonel's 'ardly cold, so to speak, but I put my money on the dark one."

He had hardly uttered these cryptic words when a pretty young woman
opened the door which gave on to the stable-yard from the house:
"Dinner-time!" she called out merrily.

Both men dropped the brooms they were holding, and going towards the door
disappeared.

As they did so, Timmy heard the words:--"_She's_ a peach--thinks herself
one too--oh! the merry widder!"

The little boy waited a moment. He took a long look round the sunny, and
now unnaturally tidy, stable-yard. Then he got up, shut his book, and put
it sedately into his pocket. Flick seemed unwilling to move, so Timmy
turned and called sharply:--"Flick! come along at once!"

The dog jumped down and ran up to his master. Timmy walked across the
big, flat, white stones, kicking a pebble as he went. At last, when he
got close to the open gate, he hop-scotched, propelling the pebble far
into the road.

He was extremely disturbed and surprised. He went over and over
again what he had heard the two men say. The absurd suspicion of his
father filled him with angry hurt disgust. Why only yesterday the plan
of the village clubhouse had come from the architect! And then that
extraordinary disconcerting hint about his godfather? Godfrey Radmore
belonged in Timmy's imagination, first to himself, secondly to his
parents, and then, in a much less close way, to the rest of the Tosswill
family. A sensation of strong-dislike to the still unknown new tenant of
The Trellis House welled up in his secretive little heart, and instead of
going on round the village, he turned back and made his way straight
home.

As he walked along the short avenue which led to the front door of Old
Place he saw his mother kneeling on her gardening mat. He stepped up on
to the grass hoping to elude her sharp eyes and ears, but she had already
seen him.

"Hullo, Timmy!" she called out cheerfully. "What have you been doing with
yourself all this time?"

"I've been sitting reading in the stable-yard of The Trellis House."

"That seems rather a funny thing to do, when you might have been here
helping your Mummy," but she said the words very kindly. Then suddenly
the mention of The Trellis House reminded her of Godfrey Radmore. "I've
got a great piece of news!" she exclaimed. "Guess who's coming here to
spend the week-end with us, Timmy?"

He looked at her gravely and said:--"I think I know, Mum."

She felt taken aback, as she so often was with her strange little son.

"I don't think you do," she cried briskly.

"I think it's"--he hesitated a moment--"Major Radmore, my godfather."

She was very, very surprised. Then her quick Scotch mind fastened on the
one unfamiliar word. "Why _Major_ Radmore?" she asked.

Timmy looked a little confused. "I--I don't know," he muttered
unwillingly. "I thought he was a soldier, Mum."

"Of course he _was_ a soldier. But he isn't a soldier now."

"Isn't it tea-time?" asked Timmy suddenly.

"Yes, I suppose it is."

As they walked towards the house together Janet was telling herself
uneasily that unless Timmy had met Dr. O'Farrell, it was impossible for
him to have learnt through any ordinary human agency that Godfrey Radmore
was coming to Beechfield. Though a devoted, she was not a blind mother,
and she was disagreeably aware that her little son never "gave himself
away." She did not wish to start him on a long romancing explanation
which would embody--if one were to put it in bald English--a lie. So she
said nothing.

They were close to the door of the house when he again took her aback by
suddenly saying:--"I don't think Mrs. Crofton can be a very nice sort of
lady, Mum."

(Then he had seen Mrs. Crofton, and _she_ had told him.)

"Why not, Timmy?"

"I have a sort of feeling that she's horrid."

"Nonsense! If only for your godfather's sake, we must all try and like
her. Besides, my boy, she's in great trouble. Her husband only died two
or three months ago."

"Some people aren't sorry when their husbands die," remarked Timmy.

She pretended not to hear. But as they walked through into the hall
she heard him say as if to himself: "Some people are glad. Mrs. George
Pott"--the woman who kept the local beer-shop--"danced when _her_ husband
died."

"I wish, Timmy," said his mother sharply, "that you would not listen to,
or repeat low village gossip."

"Not even if it's true, Mum?"

"No, not even if it's true."

When Janet had first come to Old Place as a bride, eager to shoulder what
some of her friends had told her would be an almost intolerable burden,
her husband's six children had been a sad, subdued, nursery-brought-up
group, infinitely pathetic to her warm Scotch heart. At once she had
instituted, rather to the indignation of the old nurse who was yet to
become in due time her devoted henchwoman, a daily dining-room tea, and
the custom still persisted.

And now, to Timmy's surprise, his mother opened the drawing-room door
instead of going on to the dining-room. "Tell Betty," she said abruptly,
"to pour out tea. I'll come on presently."

She shut the door, and going over to the roomy old sofa, sat down, and
leaning back, closed her eyes. It was a very unusual thing for her to
do, but she felt tired, and painfully excited at the thought of Godfrey
Radmore's coming visit. And as she lay there, there rose up before her,
wearily and despondently, the changes which nine years had brought to Old
Place.

Janet Tosswill, like all intelligent step-mothers, sometimes speculated
as to what her predecessor had really been like. Her husband's elder
children were so amazingly unlike one another, as well as utterly unlike
her own son Timmy.

Betty, the eldest of her step-children, was her favourite, and she had
also been deeply attached to Betty's twin-brother, George. The two had
been alike in many ways, though Betty was very feminine and George
essentially masculine, and each of them had possessed those special
human attributes which only War seems to bring to full fruition.

George had been out in France seven months when he had been killed at
Beaumont Hamel, and he had already won a bar to his Military Cross by an
action which in any other campaign would have given him the Victoria
Cross. As for Betty, she had shown herself extraordinarily brave, cool,
and resourceful when after doing some heavy home war work, she had gone
out with one of the units of the Scottish Women's Hospital.

But Janet Tosswill admired and loved the girl more than ever since
Betty had come back, from what had perforce been a full and exciting
life, to take up the dull, everyday routine existence at Old Place where,
what with a bad investment, high prices, and the sudden leap in the
income-tax, from living pleasantly at ease they had become most
unpleasantly poor.

Jack, who came next to Betty, though a long way after, and who had just
missed being in the war, was a very different type of young Englishman
from what George had been. He was clever, self-assertive, and already
known as a brilliant debater and as a sound speaker at the Oxford Union.
There need be no trouble as to Jack Tosswill's future--he was going to
the Bar, and there was little doubt that he would succeed there. One of
his idiosyncrasies was his almost contemptuous indifference to women. He
was fond of his sisters in a patronising way, but the average pleasant
girl, of whom the neighbourhood of Beechfield had more than its full
share, left him quite cold.

The next in age--Dolly--was the most commonplace member of the family.
Her character seemed to be set on absolutely conventional lines, and the
whole family, with the exception of her father, who did not concern
himself with such mundane things, secretly hoped that she would marry a
young parson who had lately "made friends with her." As is often the case
with that type of young woman, Dolly was feckless about money, and would
always have appeared badly and unsuitably dressed but for the efforts of
her elder sister and step-mother.

Rosamund, the youngest and by far the prettiest of the three sisters, was
something of a problem. Though two years younger than Dolly, she had
already had three or four love affairs, and when only sixteen, had been
the heroine of a painful scrape--the sort of scrape which the people
closely concerned try determinedly to forget, but which everyone about
them remembers to his or her dying day.

The hero of that sorry escapade had been a man of forty, separated from
his wife. On the principle that "truth will out even in an affidavit,"
poor Rosamund's little world was well aware that the girl, or rather the
child, had been simply vain and imprudent. But still, she had disappeared
for two terrible long days and nights, and even now, when anything
recalled the episode to her step-mother or to Betty, they would shudder
with an awful inward tremor, recollecting what they had both gone
through. That she had come back as silly and innocent a girl as she had
left, and feeling as much shame as she was capable of feeling, had been
owing to the tardily awakened sense of prudence and honour in the man to
whom she had run away in a fit of temper after a violent quarrel with--of
all people in the world--her brother Jack.

Rosamund now ardently desired to become an actress, and after much secret
discussion with his wife, her father had at last told her that if she
were of the same opinion when she reached the age of twenty-one he would
put no obstacle in her way.

As to Tom, the youngest of Janet Tosswill's step-children, he was "quite
all right." Though only fifteen months younger than Rosamund, whereas she
was as much of a woman as she ever would be, he was still a cheery,
commonplace schoolboy. He had been such a baby when Janet had married
that sometimes she almost felt as if he were her own child and that
though Tom's relation to her own son was peculiar. Theoretically the
two boys ought to have been pals, or at any rate good friends. But in
practice they were like oil and water--and found it impossible to mix.
When Tom was at home, as now, on his holidays, he spent most of his time
with a schoolfellow of his own age who lived about two miles from
Beechfield. In some ways Timmy was older now than Tom would ever be.

CHAPTER IV

Timmy went on into the dining-room to find his brothers and sisters all
gathered there excepting Dolly. But as he sat down, and as Betty began to
pour out tea, Dolly came in from the garden with the words:--"Guess who
I've met and had a talk with?"

She looked round her eagerly, but no one ventured an opinion. There were
so many, many people whom Dolly might have met and had a talk with, for
she was the most gregarious member of the Tosswill family.

At last Timmy spoke up:--"I expect you've seen Mrs. Crofton," he
observed, his mouth already full of bread and butter.

Dolly was taken aback. "How did you know?" she cried. "But it's quite
true--I _have_ seen Mrs. Crofton!"

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