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He sought the glen through, and at last, at the head, he came to
Mother Binning's cot. Her fire was burning; she was standing in the
door looking toward him.

"Eh, Glenfernie! is there news of the lassie?"

"None. You've got the sight. Can you not _see_?"

"It's gane from me! When it gaes I'm just like ony bird with a broken
wing."

"If you cannot see, what do you think?"

"I dinna want to think and I dinna want to say. Whaur be ye gaeing
now?"

"On over the moor and down by the Kelpie's Pool."

"Gae on then. I'll watch for ye coming back."

He went on. Something strange had him, drawing him. He came out from
the band of trees upon the swelling open moor, bare and brown save
where the snow laced it. Gold filtered over it; a pale sky arched
above; it was wide, still, and awful--a desert. He saw the light run
down and glint upon the pool. Searchers had ridden across this moor
also, he had been told. He went down at once to the pool and stood by
the kelpie willow. He was not thinking, he was not keenly feeling. He
seemed to stand in open, endless, formless space, and in unfenced
time. A clump of dry reeds rose by his knee, and upon the other side
of these he noticed that a stone had been lifted from its bed. He
stooped, and in the reeds he found an inch-long fragment of ribbon--of
a snood.

He stepped back from the willow. He took off and dropped upon the moor
hat and riding-coat and boots, inner coat and waistcoat. Then he
entered the Kelpie's Pool. He searched it, measure by measure, and at
last he found the body of Elspeth. He drew it up; he loosened and let
fall the stone tied in the plaid that was wrapped around it; he bore
the form out of the pool and laid it upon the bank beyond the willow.
The sunlight showed the whole, the face and figure. The laird of
Glenfernie, kneeling beside it, put back the long drowned hair and
saw, pinned upon the bosom of the gown, the folded letter, wrapped
twice in thicker paper. He took it from her and opened it. The writing
was yet legible.

I hope that I shall not be found. If I am, let this answer
for me. I was unhappy, more unhappy than you can think. Let
no one be blamed. It was one far from here and you will not
know his name. Do not think of me as wicked nor as a
murderess. The unhappy should have pardon and rest. Good-by
to all--good-by!

In the upper corner was written, "For White Farm." That was all.

Glenfernie put this letter into the bosom of his shirt. He then got on
again the clothing he had discarded, and, stooping, put his arms
beneath the lifeless form. He lifted it and bore it from the Kelpie's
Pool and up the moor. He was a man much stronger than the ordinary; he
carried it as though he felt no weight. The icy water of the pool upon
him was as nothing, and as he walked his face was still as a stone
face in a desert. So he came with Elspeth's body back to the glen, and
Mother Binning saw him coming.

"Hech, sirs! Hech, sirs! Will it hae been that way--will it hae been
that way?"

He stopped for a moment. He laid his burden down upon the boards just
within the door and smoothed back the streaming hair. "Even the shell
flung out by the ocean is beautiful!"

"Eh, man! Eh, man! It's wae sometimes to be a woman!"

"Give me," he said, "a plaid, dry and warm, to hap her in."

"Will ye na leave her here? Put her in my bed and gae tell White
Farm!"

"No, I will carry her home."

Mother Binning took from a chest a gray plaid. He lifted again the
dead woman, and she happed the plaid about her. "Ah, the lassie--the
lassie! Come to me, Glenfernie, and I will scry for you who it was!"

He looked at her as though he did not hear her. He lifted the body,
holding it against his shoulder like a child, and went forth. He knew
the path so absolutely, he was so strong and light of foot, that he
went without difficulty through the glen, by the loud crying water, by
the points of crag and the curving roots and the drifts of snow, by
the green patches of moss and the trees great and small. He did not
hasten nor drag, he did not think. He went like a bronze Talus, made
simply to find, to carry home.

Known feature after known feature of the place rose before him, passed
him, fell away. Here was the arm of the glen, and here was the pebbled
cape and the thorn-tree. The winter water swirled around it, sang of
cold and a hateful power. Here was the mouth of the glen. Here were
the fields which had been green and then golden with ripe corn. Here
were the White Farm roof and chimneys and windows, and blue smoke from
the chimney going straight up like a wraith to meet blue sky. Before
him was the open door.

He had thought of there being only Jenny and the two servant lasses.
But in the time he had been gone there had regathered to White Farm,
for learning each from each, for consultation, for mere rest and food,
a number of the searchers. Jarvis Barrow had returned from the
northward-stretching moor, Thomas and Willy from the southerly fields.
Men who had begun to drag deep places in the stream were here for some
provision. A handful of women, hooded and wrapped, had come from
neighboring farms or from the village. Among them talked Mrs.
Macmurdo, who kept the shop, and the hostess of the Jardine Arms. And
there was here Jock Binning, who, for all his lameness and his
crutches, could go where he wished.... But it was Gilian, crossing
upon the stepping-stones, who saw Glenfernie coming by the stream with
the covered form in his arms. She met him; they went up the bank to
the house together. She had uttered one cry, but no more.

"The Kelpie's Pool," he had answered.

Jarvis Barrow came out of the door. "Eh! God help us!"

They laid the form upon a bed. All the houseful crowded about. There
was no helping that, and as little might be helped Jenny's
lamentations and the ejaculations of others. It was White Farm
himself who took away the plaid. It lay there before them all, the
drowned form. The face was very quiet, strangely like Elspeth again,
the Elspeth of the springtime. All looked, all saw.

"Gude guide us!" cried Mrs. Macmurdo. "And I wadna be some at the
Judgment Day when come up the beguiled, self-drownit lassies!"

Jock Binning's voice rose from out the craning group. "Aye, and I
ken--and I ken wha was the man!"

White Farm turned upon him. He towered, the old man. A winter wrath
and grief, an icy, scintillant, arctic passion, marked two there, the
laird of Glenfernie and the elder of the kirk. Gilian's grief stood
head-high with theirs, but their anger, the old man's disdaining and
the young man's jealousy, was far from her. In Jarvis Barrow's hand
was the paper, taken from Elspeth, given him by Glenfernie. He turned
upon the cripple. "Wha, then? Wha, then? Speak out!"

He had that power of command that forced an answer. Jock Binning,
crutched and with an elfish face and figure and voice, had pulled down
upon himself the office of revelator. The group swayed a little from
him and he was left facing White Farm and the laird of Glenfernie. He
had a wailing, chanting, elvish manner of speech. Out streamed this
voice:

"'Twere the last of June, twa-three days after the laird rode to
Edinburgh, and she brought my mither a giftie of plums and sat doon
for a crack with her. By he came and stood and talked. Syne the
clouds thickened and the thunder growlit, and he wad walk with her
hame through the glen--"

"Wha wad? Wha?"

"Captain Ian Rullock."

"_Ian Rullock!_"

"Aye, Glenfernie! And after that they never came to my mither's again.
But I marked them aft when they didna mark me, in the glen. Aye, and I
marked them ance in the little glen, and there they were lovers
surely--gin kisses and clasped arms mak lovers! She wad come by
herself to their trysting, and he wad come over the muir and down the
crag-side. It was na my business and I never thocht to tell. But eh!
all ill will out, says my mither!"

CHAPTER XVIII

The early sunlight fell soft and fine upon the river Seine and the
quays and buildings of Paris. The movement and buzz of people had, in
the brightness, something of the small ecstasy of bees emerging from
the hive with the winter pall just slipped. Distant bells were
ringing, hope enticed the grimmest poverty. Much, after all, might be
taken good-naturedly!

A great, ornate coach, belonging to a person of quality, crossed the
Seine from the south to the north bank. Three gentlemen, seated
within, observed each in his own fashion the soft, shining day. One
was Scots, one was English, and the owner of the coach, a Frenchman.
The first was Ian Rullock.

"Good weather for your crossing, monsieur!" remarked the person of
quality. He was so markedly of position that the two men whom he had
graciously offered to bring a mile upon their way, and who also were
younger men, answered with deference and followed in their speech only
the lines indicated.

"It promises fair, sir," said Ian. "In three days Dunkirk, then smooth
seas! Good omens everywhere!"

"You do not voyage under your own name?"

"After to-morrow, sir, I am Robert Bonshaw, a Scots physician."

"Ah, well, good fortune to you, and to the exalted person you serve!"

The coach, cumbrous and stately, drawn by four white horses, left the
bridge and came under old palace walls, and thence by narrow streets
advanced toward the great house of its owner. Outside was the numerous
throng, the scattering to this side and that of the imperiled foot
travelers. The coach stopped.

"Here is the street you would reach!" said the helpful person of
quality.

A footman held open the door; the Scot and the Englishman gave proper
expression of gratitude to their benefactor, descended to earth,
turned again to bow low, and waited bareheaded till the great machine
was once more in motion and monseigneur's wig, countenance, and velvet
coat grew things of the past. Then the two turned into a still and
narrow street overhung by high, ancient structures and roofed with
April sky.

The one was going from Paris, the other staying. Both were links in a
long chain of political conspiring. They walked now down the street
that was dark and old, underfoot old mire and mica-like glistening of
fresher rain. The Englishman spoke:

"Have you any news from home?"

"None. None for a long while. I had it conveyed to my kindred and to
an old friend that I had disappeared from Paris--gone eastward, Heaven
knew where--probably Crim Tartary! So my own world at least, as far as
I am concerned, will be off the scent. That was in the winter. I have
really heard nothing for months.... When the dawn comes up and we are
all rich and famed and gay, _my-lorded_ from John o' Groat's House to
Land's End--then, Warburton, then--"

"Then?"

"Then we'll be good!" Ian laughed. "Don't you want, sometimes, to be
good, Warburton? Wise--and simple. Doesn't it rise before you in the
night with a most unearthly beauty?"

"Oh, I think I am so-so good!" answered the other. "So-so bad, so-so
good. What puts you in this strain?"

"Tell me and I will tell you! And now I'm going to Scotland, into the
Highlands, to paint a prince who, when he's king, will, no manner of
doubt, wear the tartan and make every thane of Glamis thane of Cawdor
likewise!... One half the creature's body is an old, childish loyalty,
and the other half's ambition. The creature's myself. There are also
bars and circles and splashes of various colors, dark and bright.
Sometimes it dreams of wings--wings of an archangel, no less,
Warburton! The next moment there seems to be an impotency to produce
even beetle wings!... What a weathercock and variorum I am, thou art,
he is!"

"We're no worse than other men," said Warburton, comfortably. "We're
all pretty ignorant, I take it!"

They came to a building, old and not without some lingering of
strength and grace. It stood in the angle of two streets and received
sunshine and light as well as cross-tides of sound. The Scot and the
Englishman both lodged here, above a harness-maker and a worker in
fine woods. They passed into the court and to a stair that once had
known a constant, worldly-rich traffic up and down. Now it was still
and twilight, after the streets. Both men had affairs to put in order,
business on hand. They moved now abstractedly, and when Warburton
reached, upon the first landing, the door of his rooms, he turned
aside from Ian with only a negligent, "We'll sup together and say last
things then."

The Scot went on alone to the next landing and his own room. These
were not his usual lodgings in Paris. Agent now of high Jacobite
interests, shuttle sent from conspirers in France to chiefs in
Scotland, on the eve of a departure in disguise, he had broken old
nest and old relations, and was now as a stranger in a city that he
knew well, and where by not a few he was known. The room that he
turned into had little sign of old, well-liked occupancy; the servant
who at his call entered from a smaller chamber was not the man to whom
he was used, but a Highlander sent him by a Gordon then in Paris.

"I am back, Donal!" said Ian, and threw himself into a chair by the
table. "Come, give an account of your errands!"

Donal, middle-aged, faithful, dour and sagacious, and years away from
loch and mountain, gave account. Horses, weapons, clothing, all
correct for Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his servant, riding under high
protection from Paris to Dunkirk, where a well-captained
merchant-vessel stayed for them in port. Ian nodded approval.

"I'm indebted, Donal, to my cousin Gordon!"

Donal let a smile come to within a league of the surface. "Her
ainself has a wish to hear the eagle scream over Ben Nevis!"

Rullock's hand moved over a paper, checking a row of figures. "Did you
manage to get into my old lodging?"

"Aye. None there. All dusty and bare. But the woman who had the key
gave me--since I said I might make a guess where to find you,
sir--these letters. They came, she said, two weeks ago." Donal laid
them upon the table.

"Ah!" said Ian, "they must have gotten through before I shut off the
old passageway." He took them in his hand. "There's nothing more now,
Donal. Go out for your dinner."

The man went. Ian added another column of figures, then took the
letters and with them moved to a window through which streamed the sun
of France. The floor was patched with gold; there was warmth as well
as light. He pushed a chair into it, sat down, and opened first the
packet that he knew had come from his uncle. He broke the seal and
read two pages of Mr. Touris in a mood of anger. There were rumors--.
True it was that Ian had now his own fortune, had it at least until he
lost it and his life together in some mad, unlawful business! But let
him not look longer to be heir of Archibald Touris! Withdraw at once
from ill company, political or other, and return to Scotland, or at
least to England, or take the consequences! The letter bore date the
first week of December. It had been long in passing from hand to hand
in a troubled, warring world. Ian Rullock, fathoms deep in the
present business, held in a web made by many lines of force, both
thick and thin, refolded the paper and made to put it into his
pocketbook, then bethinking himself, tore it instead into small pieces
and, rising, dropped these into a brazier where burned a little
charcoal. He would carry nothing with his proper name upon it. Coming
back to the chair in the sunshine, he sat for a moment with his eyes
upon a gray huddle of roofs visible through the window. Then he broke
the seal and unfolded the letter superscribed in Alexander's strong
writing.

There were hardly six lines. And they did not tell of how discovery
had been made, nor why, nor when. They said nothing of death nor
life--no word of the Kelpie's Pool. They carried, tersely, a direct
challenge, the ground Ian Rullock's conception of friendship, a
conception tallying nicely with Alexander Jardine's idea of a mortal
enmity. Such a fishing-town, known of both, back of such a sea beach
in Holland--such a tavern in this place. Meet there--wait there, the
one who should reach it first for the other, and--to give all possible
ground to delays of letters, travel, arrangements generally--in so
late a month as April. "Find me there, or await me there, my one-time
friend, henceforth my foe! I--or Justice herself above me--would teach
you certain things!"

The cartel bore date the 1st of January--later by a month than the
Black Hill letter. It dropped from Ian's hand; he sat with blankness
of mind in the sunlight. Presently he shivered slightly. He leaned
his elbows on his knees and his forehead in his hands and sat still.
Alexander! He felt no hot straining toward meeting, toward fighting,
Alexander. Perversely enough, after a year of impatient, contemptuous
thought in that direction, he had lately felt liking and an ancient
strong respect returning like a tide that was due. And he could not
meet Alexander in April--that was impossible! No private affair could
be attended to now.

... Elspeth, of whom the letter carried no word, Elspeth from whom he
had not heard since in August he left that countryside, Elspeth who
had agreed with him that love of man and woman was nobody's business
but their own, Elspeth who, when he would go, had let him go with a
fine pale refusal to deal in women's tears and talk of injury, who had
said, indeed, that she did not repent, much bliss being worth some
bale--Elspeth whom he could not be sure that he would see again, but
whom at times before his eyes at night he saw.... Immediately upon his
leaving Black Hill she had broken with Glenfernie. She was clear of
him--the laird could reproach her with nothing!

What had happened? He had told her how, at need, a letter might be
sent. But one had never come. He himself had never written. Writing
was set in a prickly ring of difficulties and dangers. What had
happened? Strong, secret inclination toward finding least painful
things for himself brought his conclusion. Sitting there in the
sunshine, his will deceiving him, he determined that it was simply
that Elspeth had at last told Glenfernie that she could not love him
because she loved another. Probably--persistence being markedly a
trait of Old Steadfast's--he had been after her once and again, and
she had turned upon him and said much more than in prudence she should
have said! So Alexander would have made his discovery and might, if he
pleased, image other trysts than his own in the glen! Certainly he had
done this, and then sat down and penned his challenge!

Elspeth! He was unshakably conscious that Glenfernie would tell none
what Elspeth might have been provoked into giving away. Old Steadfast,
there was no denying, had that knightliness. Three now knew--no more
than three. If, through some mischance, there had been wider
discovery, she would have written! The Black Hill letter, too, would
have had somewhat there to say.

Then, behind the challenge, stood old and new relations between Ian
Rullock and Alexander Jardine! It was what Glenfernie might choose to
term the betrayal of friendship--a deep scarification of Old
Steadfast's pride, a severing cut given to his too imperial
confidence, poison dropped into the wells of domination, "No!" said to
too much happiness, to any surpassing of him, Ian, in happiness, "No!"
to so much reigning!

Ian shook himself, thrust away the doubtful glimmer of a smile. That
way really did lie hell....

He came back to a larger if a much perplexed self. He could not meet
Glenfernie on that sea beach, fight him there. He did not desire to
kill Old Steadfast, though, as the world went, pleasure was to be had
in now and then giving superiority pain. Face to face upon those
sands, some blood shed and honor satisfied, Alexander would be
reasonable--being by nature reasonable! Ian shook himself.

"Now he draws me like a lodestone, and now I feel Lucifer to his
Michael! What old, past mountain of friendship and enmity has come
around, full wheel?"

But it was impossible for him to go to that sea strand in Holland.

Elspeth! He wondered what she was doing this April day. Perhaps she
walked in the glen. It was colder there than here, but yet the trees
would be budding. He saw her face again, and all its ability to show
subtle terror and subtle joy, and the glancing and the running of the
stream between. Elspeth.... He loved her again as he sat there,
somewhat bowed together in the sunlight, Alexander's challenge upon
the floor by his foot. There came creeping to him an odd feeling of
long ago having loved her--long ago and more than once, many times
more than once. Name and place alone flickered. There might be
something in Old Steadfast's contention that one lived of old time and
all time, only there came breaking in dozing and absent-mindedness!
Elspeth--

He saw her standing by him, and it seemed as though she had a basket
on her arm, and she looked as she had looked that day of the
thunder-storm and the hour in the cave behind the veil of rain.
Without warning there welled into his mind broken lines from an old
tale in verse of which he was fond:

"Me dreamed al this night, pardie,
An elf-queen shall my leman be ...
An elf-queen wil I have, I-wis,
For in this world no woman is
Worthy to be my mate ...
Al other women I forsake
And to an elf-queen I me take
By dale and eke by down."

Syllable and tone died. With his hand he brushed from his eyes the
vision that he knew to be nothing but a heightened memory. Might,
indeed, all women be one woman, one woman be all women, all forms one
form, all times one time, like event fall softly, imperceptibly, upon
like event until there was thickness, until there was made a form of
all recurrent, contributory forms? Events, tendencies, lives--
unimaginable continuities! Repetitions and repetitions and
repetitions--and no one able to leave the trodden road that ever
returned upon itself--no one able to take one step from the circle
into a new dimension and thence see the form below....

Ian put his hands over his eyes, shook himself, started up and stood
at the window. Sky, and roofs on roofs, and in the street below toy
figures, pedestrians. "Come back--come back to breathable air! Now
what's to be done--what's to be done?" After some moments he turned
and picked up the letter upon the floor and read it twice. In memory
and in imagination he could see the fishing-town, the inn there, the
dunes, the ocean beach fretted by the long, incoming wave. Perhaps
and most probably, this very bright afternoon, the laird of Glenfernie
waited for him there, pacing the sands, perhaps, watching the comers
to the inn door.... Well, he must watch in vain. Ian Rullock would one
day give him satisfaction, but certainly not now. Vast affairs might
not be daffed aside for the laird of Glenfernie's convenience! Ian
stood staring out of window at those huddled roofs, the challenge
still in his hand. Then, slowly, he tore the paper to pieces and
committed it to the brazier where was already consumed Black Hill's
communication.

That evening he supped with Warburton, and the next morning saw him
and Donal riding forth from Paris, by St.-Denis, on toward Dunkirk.
From this place, four days later, sailed the brig _Cock of the North_,
destination the Beauly Firth. Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his man
experienced, despite the prediction of the Frenchman of quality, a
rough and long voyage. But the _Cock of the North_ weathered
tumultuous sea and wind and came, in the northern spring, to anchor in
a great picture of firth and green shore and dark, piled mountains.
Dr. Robert Bonshaw and his man, going ashore and into Inverness, found
hospitality there in the house of a certain merchant. Thence, after a
day or so, he traveled to the castle of a Highland chief of commanding
port. Here occurred a gathering; here letters and asseverations
brought from France were read, listened to, weighed or taken without
much weighing, so did the Highland desire run one way. An old net
added to itself another mesh.

Dr. Robert Bonshaw, a very fit, invigorating agent, traveled far and
near through the Highlands this May, this June, this July. It was to
him an interesting, difficult, intensely occupied time; he was far
from Lowland Scotland and any echoes therefrom, saving always
political echoes. He had no leisure for his own affairs, saving always
that background consideration that, if the Stewarts really got back
the crown, Ian Rullock was on the road to power and wealth. This
consideration was not articulate, but diffused. It interfered not at
all with the foreground activities and hard planning--no more than did
the fine Highland air. It only spurred him as did the winy air. The
time and place were electric; he worked hard, many hours on end, and
when he sought his bed he dropped at once to needed sleep. From morn
till late at night, whether in castle or house or journeying from clan
to clan, he was always in company. There was no time for old thoughts,
memories, surmises. That was one world and he was now in another.

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